“You love her, don’t you?”
“Who Mom?” ... “There’s no such thing. I don’t love Naina…”
“But when did I say Naina?”
“I don’t love her!”
“I’m your mother. You can’t lie to me.”
“So what do you want me to do? Tell her the truth? When you can’t face the truth after knowing everything…how will Naina bear it? What do I do mom? What do I say? How do I say that for the first time this heart is beating for someone…is breathing someone’s name…for the first time this heart has loved someone…how do I say…Naina, the love from this heart is very strong, but the heart itself is very weak. How do I give her my weak heart, Mom? How do I tell her that the girl in the photo is not my wife, that she is my friend…my doctor who’s fighting day and night just to keep me alive for a few more days? Damn it! Damn it!
I’m dying mom…”.
— aman mathur about his reason to keep his love for naina a secret.
naina kaash mein tumhe bataa sakta, mein tumhe kitna chahta hoon. i love you, i love you very very much naina. mein aankhe band karta hoon to tumhe dekhta hoon, aankhe kholta hoon to tumhe dekhna chahta hoon. tum paas nahi hoti to tumhe charo taraf mehsoos karta hoon. har pal, har ghadi, har waqt, merre naina mere naina ko doondate hain. ise pyar kaho, paagalpan, ya mere dil ki dhadkan. mere liye ek hi baat hai. pyar to bahut log karte hain lekin mere jaisa pyar koi nahi kar sakta, kyonki kisi ke paas tum jo nahi ho. mein tumhe bhool nahi sakta naina, mein tumhe bhoolna hi nahi chahta. tum meri ho, mein tumhe zindagi bhar pyar karunga, marte dam tak pyar karunga aur uske baad bhi. 
naina, i wish i could tell you how much i want you. i love you, i love you very very much naina. when i close my eyes, i see you. when i open my eyes, i want to see you. when you’re not here, i feel you all around me. Every second, every minute, every passing moment my eyes search for my naina. you can call this love, madness, or the beat of my heart, it’s the same thing for me. a lot of people have loved, but their love isn’t like mine because none of them have you. i could never forget you naina, i don’t want to forget you. you’re mine, i’ll love you my entire life, i will love you till i die and even after.
— aman 'read' it from rohit's note, but that love was his own.
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